Wednesday, September 30, 2009

LOSING MY MIND

Last night I lost my mind...and I don't mean figuratively. I'm not sure exactly what happened, but at some point during the evening from what my husband tells me I got angry and upset about something. I went upstairs. He found me later lying on the bed, crying and not knowing where I was. Of course a trip to the ER ensued. That part is very hazy to me this morning. I still don't remember going up the stairs, lying on the bed, coming back down with Brad's help or the trip to the ER.

I do know when we got to the ER he was asking me a lot of questions that I couldn't remember the answers to. I couldn't remember if I had a job, if I had friends...who those friends were. Slowly things started to get clearer and I calmed down. After a nice long, long, long wait in the ER I begged him to take me home. We arrived back at the house around 2a.m. and I will go see my regular doctor today.

So I think I have officially lost my mind. Stress can kill that's for sure. Between unemployment, trying to break into the writing world, financial problems and just life in general...my poor little brain didn't stand a chance.

Hopefully tomorrow I will be good to go again, but if I'm not on this blog for a day or two...well you understand dear followers.

3 comments:

  1. Hugging you and praying for you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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  2. Something drew me to read this today. I guess because we were so close. I prayed for you after I read this that you will feel better today. No matter what I still want the best for you.

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  3. Debe, OMG! Hope you're alright. Let us know how you are doing. We'll be praying for your recovery.

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